Anyways

I’ve cried
before i left you
i died
after i left you
but i have to learn
that all those things
happens anyways

the way it happens
sometimes fucking hurts
and keeps hurting
everyday

decisions
i dont know how
properly take them
in a painless way

with you here
with you there
life goes on
even though we ask to stop
goes on
and on
and on
without you
but i didnt wanted that way